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Wednesday, March 22, 2017

The Constant






    Cold water rushes past bruised knees and a heavy mind is washed away for a mere moment. A split second is all that is needed to be renewed in a lifetime full of hurt. The man kneels along the shallows, covered in grit and mud while his clothes are soaked by the frigid stream. He sacrifices his own comfort to release an animal, safely, that has been releasing him his entire life. The beautiful creature swims back into the wild, a place where the man's heart also dwells, constantly adventuring and yearning to see what lies beyond the next bend in the hallowed waters. For a second the man is lost in the wilderness, but soon returns to himself. The bitter cold should burn and stiffen his flesh but the fire burning inside him burns hotter as the winds of his spirit breathe to him anew. Kneeling in the mud, he whispers a prayer to his Creator, making sure to appreciate the most simplistic and complex blessing that is known as: Life. 
            How does a “sport” transcend the physical act of catching fish with a fly into a mystical art form that makes science and faith dance together in harmonious accord? Once an angler commits himself to fly fishing, he changes. A metamorphosis occurs, just as the mayfly crawls out of it's shuck. The angler’s consciousness develops, through time, into an esoteric entity. The mosaic layering of his thoughts are placed by the mixture of knowledge he must obtain to achieve his end goal: catching the trout. He collects facts and experience then blends them with hope that the variables of the day will fall into place to allow him to hook into the yellow bellied beast, he so desires. He spends years, wrapping thread and feather onto a hook, knowing the exact lay of where the materials must go. Yet, with every movement of his bobbin, he puts something intangible into the fly; his heart. The altruistic value he places into his craft symbolizes the impact that fly fishing has upon his existence.


            A trout is a small organism with basic survival needs that can be explained through scientific observation. Yet thousands of hours have been shared by anglers with the trout, while trying to bridge the divide between the two. An angler with a lifetime of experience on the water, still always seems to find a trout that he cannot catch. The variable that disrupts our comfort is always present. As humans, we record our life through numbers. Seconds, minutes, hours, days, months, and years are coveted by our minds, yet hold no meaning to the trout. The energy spent trying to decipher the codex of the fish, remains a beautiful mystery that one can only define through text.
            As nymphs begin to hatch, fish begin to migrate towards the fast, shallow riffles to fill their stomachs full of active bugs that help them sustain their energy. A less knowledgeable angler may simply wade through these areas without realizing what is right below his feet. The seasoned angler acknowledges the time frame and relies on his experience to dictate where he predicts the fish to hold. He then simply hopes that the fish will cooperate with him, as he goes to make his cast. This accumulation of time on the water has taught the veteran angler many things. Observations have layered his mind with truths and philosophies of life that not only pertain to the trout, but the inner introspection of the self. The complexity and simplicity of this art form intertwines and sometimes may skew the true reality of why he stands in cold water waiting for a fish he has caught countless times before. Is it an addiction to the unknown of the adventure he partakes in? Or the conditioned response to increased brain chemicals with the act of landing a trout? A scientific answer will only strip the beauty of what is sacred to the angler and will only dull the colors that illustrate the art.
            Fly fishing, is not the sport of catching trout with a fly. It is something much deeper, yet hides in plain sight; like trout feeding in the riffles. It may take an angler a lifetime to understand what unseen forces drive him constantly back to the water. The art form starts as a hobby, then transitions to a passion.Finally, it merges with the angler, becoming an incorporeal component of one’s identity. This existential process is the maturation of the angler's mind. The trout, although also a living creature of flesh, is of a lower consciousness compared to man, yet man needs the trout. Essentially, the trout is the angler’s proxy in finding meaning to his own life. The endless pursuit over a lifetime is not to simply catch the trout, it is to fill one’s life with memories and happiness while strengthening the soul with values that nature can only teach. Science and faith come together in the angler’s mind, to anticipate the unseen forces that cause anomalies within his life that teach him how to persevere when conditions change.

            In a universe full of uncertainty, the one true Constant an angler has is,
the water. 





                                 -Mike Emanuele